with my eyes shut i see nothing but when they are open i see all. To want to live in love but everything around me is hate. The ? that many ask, " Y ME" has fulled my head, but the answer still is unknown. I love to sleep so some think im lazy but really i get a chance to live free when im dreaming. I have control over my body but i dont have power over what i feel, some say , my mind goes places that people prolly would never go, i seen pain, love in the worst ways and good ways but the smile thats always on, hides the truth behind. I never had a mother n at the age of 24 im still wondering how it will feel 2 have a mother and daugher talk, i kinda get sad when seeing others disrespect their parents cause many dont get a chance to say mom or dad. I guess u could say my life is build of a dream thats a lie because i live in my dreams more than the real world but it helps me get pass the hurt and pain abuse and rain that has taken over me since i was rejected by every1 as a kid